Remembrances of a lost love, last part?

Lovely little girl

You are no longer so lovely,

indeed, the feeling can be described as outrageous

thanks to your nonsenses.

My waiver will be signed,
your spirit wil be frozen,
that picture will be hidden,
and no more words will be written in your name.

The shadow of a life of past
that remained for so long
sees a light consume
leftovers of good times that gone bad.

It has turned awkward already
we don't want it to get tougher,
nor find eachother despicable,
but careless one another.

From far away I will see
how your life goes on,
hoping you to remind me loving you,
keeping the good memories of us.

Nevertheless, the message you received
made your pride let you blinded,
I assure there will be no more words,
you made this, nevermore.

Dreaming out loud

Oh Lord! what a punishment

making me dream with the love of my life

when I have not met her, yet.

How I wish this dream could come true,

I'm eager to meet her, I admit

even though perhaps it's not time yet,

in hopes of getting to the day when we finally collide one another.

Until then, there is nothing but to wait, 

patiently focused on living each day

looking forward to be in the right place at the right time

as we are planned to,

that moment when you realize

how you belong to me

and I to you likewise.

Meanwhile, I will have to keep wandering,

standing all the wrongs until I find the right,

knowing I won't settle with less than I deserve.

Remembrances of a lost love part 4

Lovely little girl

here I am in front of a screen

looking for the words I want to say

I recall the good moments,

hence I have to apologize

I know lately how careless I've been

even when there was time for me to show up.

A date, is what I'm talking about,

a moment in time where I ought to think about you.

Indeed I did, however I turned the blind eye

my apologies for that.

Nevertheless, I wouldn't do it in a different way;

although my love for you remains the same,

contacting you doesn't even crosses my mind,

since you were the one who torn us apart.

In spirit of that, there is a song for what I mean, 

as usual, and as you may know,

were lyrics go like

'I know you hate me, well, I miss you too

I know it's way too late, but...'